I am living authentically
No reward is worth the price of selling-out my authentic
self. There are many opportunities everyday to compromise myself. I think it rarely comes as a dramatic moment that forces me to choose if I
will be true to who I am. I believe it most often occurs as a multitude of tiny
transactions where I give up a little piece at a time. I nickle and dime my authentic self until it feels like I am
lost, and bankrupt. A tiny lie, looking the other way,
giving in, making concessions, striking a deal, and pretending erodes
away my authenticity a small piece at a time. No amount of fitting in, pain avoidance, uncertainty
reduction or false acceptance is worth the cost of losing my authentic
self.
I am faithfully fighting for my true self daily. If I begin to feel I have lost myself I don't have to go searching for it, just make a choice to reclaim it.
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